Skyzone

I had today a very lucid dream vision, where I saw the wolf in a forest.
It was very intense and transformative day from many reasons..suddenly weather totally turned into the extremes, and from the heat we were faced with cold and very rainy day, for the first time in a very long time. All this different strange things were happening for people I know that seemed as very unusual. The perspective of passing through this day seemed as quite a challenging task. In one day we had two different events happening in two buildings. In the new temple space that we are creating in the Arches building we had a very interesting lecture with Jade Sol Luna on Asterian Astrology, in Solar Culture Gallery we had a concert with three bands, and we had to prepare food for everyone. The seminar with Jade was very fascinating, and opening us up into the new realities. The old ground suddenly was took away from under our feet, and a new world was shown. I feel like I learned so much of new things about myself! According to Asterian system my palace is Nomius. Ahh! Now I understand my connection with Thoth as he governs this sign! This also connects me to an elephant animal spirit..it is interesting to me that I placed an elephant on one of my main altars! It is right above my head when I am sitting here writing this message. Nomius is very nurturing, amongst other characteristics, like for example being very spiritual, artistic, creative, loving humanity.. and tonight while I was showing for Jade one of my recent videos that I made in homage for the Goddess, I realized deeper how I am constantly connecting with the archetype of a nurturing mother. For me ~ going beyond the role of being an actual mother by myself, and instead ~ directing my creative energy towards birthing new arts, and having my disconnection with my earthly mother, I see myself reaching beyond, connecting with the Great Cosmic Mother, the higher force. In this lifetime I was doing it more consciously intentionally since the very first time when she embraced me with Her unconditional infinite love, and when she opened up my heart. This happened when I went by myself to Nature, to an old forest, and I merged with all.
"Nomius, as the final Palace, synthesizes and absorbs the mysteries of the previous Palace. This knowledge is portrayed here by an all seeing eye. This symbol also contains two fish, representing the Sign of Pisces and the soul's journey after death."
That's also a very interesting thing to relate to as my current piece in progress where I am channeling my higher self, there this symbol appears, like coming from an opening of the pineal gland, and above..there are my staff! - the Caduceus!
Later I showed for Jade my astrological chart, and he is saying that I am also a double wolf! ..and the spirit of wolf has shown itself to me in my dream last night! it came from the unconscious of my mind;)..
I see a wolf in me definitely and I am realizing this deeper now..
Exactly at this night the moon is in the wolf sign ~ the Typhon Palace!
Typhon's theme speaking generally is growth and renewal through chaos and turbulence.
I am also relating deeply to soul's journey after death, I am Hagazussa dancing on the edge, traveling often beyond the veil.
I travel there to gain knowledge so I can bring it back to the earth, for visions, and guidance..to connect with my higher self, and to heal myself. Seeing myself as a Typhon I can understand deeper my attraction towards working with the darkness, my role of bridging the worlds.
Today I also finished a new video where I used some of my digital arts and nature photography. I was very inspired to work with music of Kit Watkins this time, I love his album Skyzone so much!
The sound evoked the images where I was mostly focusing on invisible works of Nature, my studies of the flow of the divine life force energy, visions that I see, and encounters with the nature spirits, entities..
It is journey inward, and everything it is sound constantly evolving..
In the Nature we are finding our True Self when we go beyond our little egos and we merge with All.

1000 Names of the Divine Mother

From a long time I wanted to create something for this sacred devotional song that I adore!

Spectra

I am learning right now how to work in Final Cut Pro, and I decided to redo some of my old videos in a better quality. By over a week I was stuck having problem with getting images nice and crisp after rendering and exporting, but finally today I offered more time for meditation, focusing deeper on seeing myself being excited about solving it. Afterwards I was guided straight to a solution!=)
Though still youtube is distorting it, I think I will have to move on to vimeo with my future work..
especially as I have also in plans to make a better use of my hd video camera!
well..still, I hope you will enjoy it!;)
For me this music and art are about reactivation of the ancient memories, traveling within to the essence of our true Self, exploring divine creative potentials..projection of the ancient future..
..and so much more beyond what I am able to express in words!
I think my visions and music that I choose to work with are speaking for themselves on much deeper levels~~;)..

JADE SOL LUNA - lecture on Asterian Astrology

Golden Eagle at the Arches

It was a true blessing to be so close to presence of this magnificent eagle, and to hear all incredible stories by Healer of Angels - Martin Tyner!! He is the first man in North America licenced to train a wild golden eagle in the ancient art of falconry, also one of America's foremost wildlife rehabilitators, and wildlife and environmental educator.
Big thanks to Quynn Elizabeth Red Mountain for making it happen!




Eagle medicine is the power of the Great Spirit, the connection to the Divine. It is the ability to live in the realm of spirit, and yet remain connected and balanced within the realm of Earth.

Dawn of the Unity Wave.

With desire to ride the Unity Wave, I asked my Higher Self and Divine Guidance as I was instructed..what my ego may do to serve the delivery of the divine plan? What shall I do to further the manifestation of unity consciousness and creating harmony?
I dived very deeply within, and I begun my meditation practice..I grounded myself deeply in the Earth with the roots of my being, reaching to the core, and sending the energy back through my body vehicle..
Soon I found myself in the dark cosmic ocean of the Mother..but I didn't feel centered, and I saw myself leaking energy to other people..I found it very tricky to open my heart completely to an Universal Love, and my inner vision was foggy..
After facing all my darkness that needed to be faced exactly at this time, my intuition has lead me into listening to an audio recording of the New Hermetics - Grounding and Centering. As soon as I oriented myself in space, getting myself in touch with elemental guardians, and opening into the flow of energy, so the cross is created through my body, everything begun to shift, and again I could be one with my Higher Self, in perfect Divine Guidance...reawakening into this deep knowing..
Even more of my darkness I had to face, and through my pure channels flew divine solutions..
My vision is very clear in the infinite Now! And all my questions were answered..
My latest dream visions and drawing that I am working on were of great assistance in leading me to this point of understanding..
I extend my deep gratitude for my Divine Guidance, for leading me from darkness to light, and for opening of my All Seeing Eye again!!!
I am realizing now deeper how still ungrounded I was before!
I hear now the Earth speaking to me way more clearly! Grounded and centered we are so much more free to Space Travel!
And we are able to see that we are not alone!~~;-)..

..with Infinite Love!

Golden Eagle blessing